What's not set in stone

Am I a whore?
Where is the line I'm not supposed to cross,
Where's the ideal,
What is justice or the prototypical maxim?
I want to be me but I want to be me the right way,
Mentality was created in me,
therefore I will use it,
and paired with truth I will end my reliance on what is not suant.


Just what I found myself scribbling down in my journal, raw. I know I've been dealing with "finding" God lately. I would say that I'm just not satisfied with taking someone else's word for it anymore, because I know I shouldn't and I have everything right in front of me to do so. I continue to see more and more that he is not the prototype that most _______ make Him out to be, or teach of Him. I am also realizing something that I have always proclaimed but never learned myself, to this degree. That I make my identity in Him, not in religion, church, people, or ideas. Because He is the only constant. Through the course of my life almost everything about me has changed, save my name, and God. God is the same and His message is, but just about everything else has and will. I know that God is unchanging but maybe the way I live should?
Basically I know what is set in stone, what there is no wavering from, But that which isn't I think I'm kind of playing with if you will.